kinda wanna

{08.29.2017}

Kinda wanna sleep,

kinda wanna cry.

Kinda wanna kiss you,

kinda done with the word "try."

Maybe I miss you,

but that would be nuts.

Because one thing's for sure,

I really hate your guts.

How could I ever miss you?

After all you've said to me...

How could I ever want you?

When better off is where I could be...

Sure as hell, I don't need you.

You've just screwed me over.

But part of me thinks I do,

because we used to be so much closer.

I used to be your everything,

the one thing you cared about.

But now I'm nothing,

just someone you don't give a shit about.

You don't have a heart,

darling, did you ever?

And now we're so far apart,

there's no chance of coming back together.

So have fun with your wh*re, your sl*t,

and leave me here to rot,

'cause you clearly don't give a shit,

don't try to act like you ever did.