how lucky am i

{4.20.2025}

how lucky am i to love someone so much that it makes miss them, and how lucky am i to love someone so much that they consume my thoughts.

how lucky am i to love someone, who loves me just as much as i do them.

the love of my life, and the light of my entire world. i've been so blessed to find someone so beautiful, both inside and out, to find someone worth loving so deeply and being able to admire everything about her. the kind of love where a few seconds of eye contact speak a million words, "i love you", "you're beautiful", "i'm going to adore and admire you for the rest of my life."

her touch is like satin, her eyes like sweet chocolate. both her tongue and lips are like honey, and hearing her genuine laugh feels like a sunrise.

i've been so blessed to meet her, to love her, and to come back to her a hundred times. to meet my own match in someone so opposite of me has been so eye opening, i've learned so much and i know i'll only continue to learn even more.

i've never craved anything so deeply. but with her, my soul craves every part of hers in every waking moment that i breathe. it's the most vulnerable i've ever been, because it's the most emotionally safe that i've felt in my life.

and how lucky am i, to be loved by her. how lucky am i to come from a place where i felt unappreciated and lusted over, to a place of given flowers and gentle touch just to show me how much she loves me.

how lucky am i, to come from somewhere i begged for the smallest amount of effort, to being in a place where i can only dream of being able to return the effort that she's given me. how lucky am i to love someone worth missing as deeply and often as i do.