come home.

despite what i've said in previous writings, i do wish you'd come back. i don't feel done, and we both know you dont feel done either... it's us.

that being said, take the time you need. take care of yourself and be safe. i just want to make it clear .. that i am never shutting you out, i can't just walk away. i'm not over you, i never will be. i gave up a long time ago on trying to find you in someone else, even if i did find one. she had the same name, spelled the same way. m-a-d-i. she looked like you too, just a couple of years younger. and that was a few years ago, the same year that i moved out of state.

i'm not upset over the coming back consistently, i only wish you wouldn't leave every time. but do come back. i want to heal this from the ground up... in your own time, of course, but .. the door is still always open to you. and you know that.